be my escape

days you fuck up

oh well thats life move on and thats what im doing





this is to all the homies

NOT THUG HUG LIFE NIGGA!

day 3 of my streak of bad days.....

fuck my life -_-



ive been having plenty of bad days this week i dont know why but things are just going wrong or not the way i wanted it to go
everythings just bugging me i may laugh but im still mad sad lazy annoyed or something inside just the slightest thing that bums me gets me bad -_-....... fuck. ugh

atleast im not alone right now.


thanks nicole!!<3333

niicole hu (8:36:32 PM): SORRY JON )=

niicole hu (8:36:37 PM): the guys voice is cuute =)

jonathanwu u (8:36:38 PM): its okay

jonathanwu u (8:39:23 PM): wsup

jonathanwu u (8:39:23 PM): !

niicole hu (8:39:43 PM): NM =) goood moooood!

niicole hu (8:39:44 PM): you?

jonathanwu u (8:39:48 PM): bad mood

jonathanwu u (8:39:49 PM): bad day

niicole hu (8:39:54 PM): )=

niicole hu (8:39:56 PM): vent to meee?

jonathanwu u (8:39:57 PM): 3 straight day of having a bad day

jonathanwu u (8:40:07 PM): its nothing important really

niicole hu (8:40:16 PM): HEY

niicole hu (8:40:17 PM): im your del paso buddy! =)

niicole hu (8:40:19 PM): tell me whats wrongg

jonathanwu u (8:40:27 PM): i actually have alot of delpaso buddies

niicole hu (8:40:31 PM): -_-

niicole hu (8:40:32 PM): WELL

niicole hu (8:40:35 PM): WELLLLL

niicole hu (8:40:37 PM): youre my only one )=

jonathanwu u (8:40:47 PM): but its the girl im talking to..

niicole hu (8:40:54 PM): oooooooooooooooooh =D

jonathanwu u (8:40:57 PM): but idk what i did wrong or didnt do

jonathanwu u (8:41:01 PM): in the last week

jonathanwu u (8:41:07 PM): shes been avoiding alittle but not at the same time

jonathanwu u (8:41:16 PM): and then everyones flaking on me and my friend

jonathanwu u (8:41:19 PM): at the last moment

jonathanwu u (8:41:43 PM): fuck!

jonathanwu u (8:41:46 PM): -_-

niicole hu (8:41:53 PM): )=

niicole hu (8:42:02 PM): daaaaaaaaadayum ): its okayyyy tho

niicole hu (8:42:06 PM): why dont you js confront the girl

niicole hu (8:42:17 PM): and tellll her to be straight with youuuuuu and ask her whats going on!

niicole hu (8:42:23 PM): AND FLAKERS

niicole hu (8:42:30 PM): uhhhhhh

niicole hu (8:42:37 PM): shit happens?

niicole hu (8:42:38 PM): LOL

niicole hu (8:42:39 PM): -_-

jonathanwu u (8:42:42 PM): actually your right thanks ill do that tomarrow!

jonathanwu u (8:42:44 PM): fucking flakers

jonathanwu u (8:42:45 PM): dude

jonathanwu u (8:42:51 PM): i was suppose to go to practice tomarrow

jonathanwu u (8:42:57 PM): but they all told me to go to my friends house to box with them

jonathanwu u (8:43:07 PM): so i wasike okay ill ditch it for oyu guys so i got on the bus after paying adollar

jonathanwu u (8:43:12 PM): then they all say that cant go

jonathanwu u (8:43:20 PM): so my day went worse

jonathanwu u (8:43:32 PM): the beginning of the day was good also FUCK it went straight down like the stock market

jonathanwu u (8:43:33 PM): FUCK!

niicole hu (8:43:44 PM): ): LOL
niicole hu (8:44:11 PM): yeaaaaaaaaaaaahh ):its okayy jon that was super bad luckkk but stuffff like that happpens yaknow :[

niicole hu (8:44:23 PM): howre you feeling now?

jonathanwu u (8:44:45 PM): i feel much better

niicole hu (8:45:21 PM): good! =)

monday 02/16/09

boring day didnt do anything and im really hungry with no food at home =(

lifes not good.

v-day

my vday went like this.
woke up around 11
showered
went to the computer
got dressed
went to oak treelanes w/megan anessa and ishmael? 2 hours ish
went to kfc for 4 + hours?
went to julians
played call of duty for a long time.
doing this now while everyones asleep.

is this a good vday? i dont know =/ i sorta liked it but i sorta didnt just little things in between that made it bumming....


cya im not going home today..

2/13/09

lifes going great so far.

020909

good day megan came over
went to julians to box went home pretty exciting.

cept school tomarrow but still good day.

smooth sunday

-yesterday i was ticked off ice so sorry whoever i kept saying the f word to.
spent then end of the night chilling off by talking on the phone with megan for 2hours and something minutes :0 that was fun


-today was chill day just slept in the whole time talking to a selected few online took a nap =)



relaxing i really hope tomarrows gonna be fun =)




bye. i dont think today has anything eles to say

i just dont give a fuckahhhhhhhhhhh

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK WRESTLING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK YOU PHONG FOR TELLING ME
FUCK YOU JUSTIN FOR MAKING IT TO CIF
FUCK ME FOR GETTING EXPELLED AND NOT BEING ABLE TO WRESLE
FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY LIFE

FML

FMYLIFE.COM

wednesday gay day
thursday gay day
friday gay day
saturday gay day.

not ALL gay but part of it is great
i hate the rain when im not at home. i LOVE being outside i hate it when i walk out and BOOM SHOWERSSS=(((((

BUT! MY FRIENDS GIVING ME A WEBCAM so LETS CHAT when i get it though

let me help you

take off your shoes.



fuck my life fuck me running fuck fuckfuckfuckfuck
i hate chemistry i hate chinese i hate school i hate going to school but i love going to school at the same time fucking school bipolar -_-
i dont dress up to school anymore i got lazy so i just wear whatever i find sandels lol go figure.... =/

i didnt fall asleep in alot of the classes today gg jon wu =))))


fuck hw im going to sleep
i did an hour of shadowboxing and hurt my hands cause i got mad at myself so i tried hitting my shadow hard i end up hitting my wall really hard and end up hurting me hands who knew hahahah.....

last 3 days

spent most of my weekend at the nola's shit was crazy
friday FUCKING BUST FUCKING BUST FUCKING BUST HOW DOES 6 RIDES BAIL? LAMEEEEEEE
but tes came though and said if we still wanted to go at like 11 but fuck we were too angry........ didnt go to a party or to westminister

saturday julian and his brother went to a wedding his mom asked me to help clean the house so i did go figure...... when they came back we went to pasadena for the homies going away party a true american going to the marines come back safe homie

got uberdrunk and puked a couple times crashed at julians house again..
sunday woke up went home at like 3:30? i thikn missing out on the superbowl right now cause idk where to go watch it lame huh i know.........


life going weird right now ups and downs but i hope it gets better